At this very moment I am oozing, crawling, bleeding out the erg to write, but alas there isn't really much that I can write about, at least not at this moment. So instead I will write this journal. At this precise moment I am in school, Theatre class to be specific. And to be quite frank, I don't feel like working on the project that we are doing, ergo I am doing this. Lately I have been going under a few changes, I have noticed them throughout the past month. Some are good changes, the others are not as pleasant. Although, I do think it is time for myself to change. I am ready for it, but is it ready for me? Whether it be my opinions or just my actions that have changed, I am unsure. All that I know is that I have changed, I cannot tell you the specifics. I feel more thoughtful, although that isn’t the right word for it. I put more thought into everything, and I often catch myself fading in and out of reality. Thinking of anything and everything, and questioning it, even when it isn’t necessary. I have begun to think of more things philosophically and more open minded then I did before. I have also veered away from some of my former interests, becoming interested in things that I never used to even appreciate. I have even put less thought on what others thought of me. I’ve become someone who is not afraid to say what they are thinking, spearing people’s feelings. And I think it’s safe to say that I like my new self even more than the old one. I am more original, and I feel like my true self. No one can make my decisions for me, I make them myself. I have put my past behind me, so now all I have to look forward on in the future. What the future holds, I am unsure of. But I am willing to stick around to find out.